I think too long I do not write any single word in my blog. Actually I don't have any idea to share in my blog spot. But in the meantime, I would like to share in what happen between this few weeks.

Almost every day, we heard a lot of people died and left us just like that, without any message left for us. Recently, we heard about Rabbani's vocalist, Ustaz Azri passed away and I felt so badly sad to hear.

Not even that, my neighbor also my grandfather of my father side, also left us without any single words to say. He gone after isyak's prayer on 11/8/2009 and fallen down in front of his house while he's locked his house. Actually on that night, he supposed to go to his daughter's house but somehow he collapse even not saying anything.

After then, not to far from my house, there one of our neighbor also passed away after 8 days my grandfather gone. and the same day also, in the afternoon, another neighbor again follows gone to meet Allah.

Now, I'm talking to myself, everyone will facing the same but we just don't know when our turn. Its make me so scare, I know I haven't prepare even single 'ibadah' for my own guidance. Ya Allah, could you please help me...give a way to me to know You as close as I can. Could you help me YA ALLAH....YA ALLAH...